Saturday, November 08, 2003
think q alot of things have happened within dis few wks.. some r really damn saddening, but there's also finally sth dat's
brightening up my days. 2 pple kenna kicked off the team liao.. hate it when such things happen cos it really brings down the morale of the team, but guess i cant do anything cos i'm supposedly just another "
selfish" and "
individualistic" "
coward" who is "
not willing to help my teammates" and "
still has the cheek to apply for S paper". cynical? hahaz.. cant help it. kinda think yong's really
screwing us over the top nowadays.. getting scolded lyk, every training? bleahs.. really dowan my ivy darling to leave nj.. hope she really thinks it through properly to c which sch's gd for her
anw, here's the
happy side of things! hahaz.. actually it's q farny dat so many pple noe abt me and HIM but only so few noes who he is.
(yah but i'm not telling u if u dunno.. unless u'r beat or alexis lah of cos) been abt 12 days alr.. hahaz.. actually i noe he lyks me more than i lyk him so i feel abit weird sumtimes cos i prefer lyking the person more than he lyks me. but dat's wad he thinks too, so okay lor.. hahaz.. he hasnt really "done anything fantastic" as he put it, but he's damn nice to me so i alr feel
xing fu enuf to find myself smiling lyk an idiot subconsciously sumtimes.. :)
i noe
SOME uninvited pple will c wad i post here, but i dunno who u all r cos u pple
dun haf the guts to let me noe and i guess i dun gif a damn abt such
PATHETIC LOSERS. havent got anything to hide anw, so open ur eyes wide and read all u wan, den open ur mouths to go round spreading yah? will b
waiting impatiently to hear more interesting things abt me going arnd the sch
random thoughts at 9:19:00 PM
